Tuesday, March 23, 2010

接下来的日子 =)





Dear laopo,
Today is our 1st monthsary
3/23/10


My love for u grow even more
I've fallen in love many times... always with you.
I want let you knw
I won't leave u
I will alwys be here loving u

I tell you that I love you and how much, and I try to show you, but no matter what I do for the rest of our lives, you will never know just what I feel inside. How you make me feel is something that can only be felt, never explained.

You give me a reason to wake up each day and look forward for tomorrow
And for each day of my life
Its meaningful because of you..


I know I have made u cry
And I'm sorry
cz ur this laogong d
dont knw o.xD
But I very love you ANG BEE JUN

Still got many days for us to be together..
I wish we could last long...
As what we said
We must take care of our love...
And we must d
ok ma..
=)

I love u laopo

Sunday, March 21, 2010

erm

today
dun knw gt ok or nt


But i think ok o
=)

dear laopo,


My heart gt pain and suddenly wn no mood
see u gt talk to ur x..
really let me down
I'm tryin to keep in gud mood d
But I cant

I dun knw
why still need to answer d call
If my x call me back 2
i need answer 2 ma.?
but nvm
already answer d
I also cant do wt already..

then a
gv myself cool down d
nw ok wor
no need worry
=)

sayang u alwys
^^

Friday, March 19, 2010

19

ntg special

wake up
go skul

sien
sien

sien

then

nxt week go again

sien again and again...swt


but nvm.
cant do ntg also =.='


aiyo
my laopo ei
i sms her
din reply me d
swt

so miss her...
but a
nvm
T.T



then o
afternoon no mood
then gt come back home
go do pig awhile
but also cant rest
=.=''

friends call we go play dota
so ma gt go play d
swt..lose ei

then back home again
i on9
din see my laopo
so i off d
then go c movie

sien
then

I din gt buy cam
my laopo wn tulan
tomorrow
I go try buy d
but mom said i go sm there buy cam d
cz better quality
so ma
dun knw hw o
I try buy d

so long time laopo din see ths leng zai bf...Hehes..
xD
jk

then
laopo d lips gt dry one and pain o
sayang a
gv u kiss d
muacks..muacks..muacks..HEhes
sot ki o.xD

To laopo:
Tomorrow a go buy medicine already
if can,u go c doctor also
ask hw cure d
knw ma

then u tell me wt happened o
.................



zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
dun knw wn write wt already
seeing my leng leng laopo nw ei
cant concentrate do homework.xD
wn see her only..

blog to be continue..............................................................................XD

Thursday, March 18, 2010

xD

my body still gt ache
specially at this partthis one is right part..left part also gt..f*ck d =.='
then a cant sleep properly
nw abit okok o.

Today
We went at subic Freeport,
8.15am gt wake up then reach at there around 10am smtg
On the way at NBI office,suddenly gt one ppl call we stop d
then a
He open d car door then sit d..swt
But my uncle let o
Then he looks like can kill ppl one
We dun even knw him
Car travel quite nt so long
Then he go out d.
CRAZY PPL
Then a......like ntg happen also
reached NBI
Waited my aunty
then a
go duty free buy lacoste polo shirt and pants.
swt... 97$ and 86$ =.='''
Aunty also din mind to buy for my uncle ma
so gud.
Then gt buy somemore
Got back home
then
I
go salon gv my hair cut
hairstylist,aiyo din listen i say wt d
keep cutting .
wn piak jor =.='
but nvm gt abit okok also
swt =.='

reach home
so miss my laopo
But my connection gt sot
then cant on9
sh*t
need hours to wait
Finally gt on9
And gt chat with my laopo =))
so miss her
muacks...

Tuesday, March 16, 2010

Yeah
swimming day
year end
.................................
Today we went in a resort together with my colleagues
But I gt late abit d
Cz wake up gt late 2 ma.xD
last night ei laopo make me cant slp
Think Think Think bout her d..aiz
That time i so miss her..So ma late wor..but nvm.HEhes
Then a i gt come d
Then they brought many foods
All fly away d..went at stomach..xD
After

Swim until din gt energy..lolx.XD

We went in d slides,
aiyo so high one,=.='then a we slides d my hips keep on bumping on d slide edges.
shit ei,nw it gt purple and red d dun knw wt wt =.=''
Touch also gt pain..
But gt pain also we keep on sliding
Enjoy d ma.HEhes
( Childish ) ..xD
Then
back in cottage
all tired d then take take some pic.
(nt yet uploaded)
=.=''

Then i miss my laoposo i sms herI wait her reply also din gt

but few hours................

she reply eo
but is her friend d hp #.
Happy ei.HEhes.I thought she stll not ok o
Then a
her friend tell me she nearly wn accident
i wn call ei but at resort no signal

To laopo:
You no need to go out Stay at home better
knw ma?
At home go oioioi d
( beauty rest ) ..xDD
Then
we gt keep our thing around 5:45pm
wait d car then fetch back others to there home
they reached d
Me also
then aunty call me go there house again .swt =.=''call me till dun wn let me go back
then my cousin..
dun knw hw to gv back motor
use till gt late,dn remember i also need go home pei wo de laopo ..=.='
Gud i keep my temper cool d.
If nt i beat him d..

so ma,i fast go back home and on9
so miss my laopo..............................................................................
muacks

Ms. Mikar dun kisiao again d.ok ma
cz a,that time i wan kisiao too.I dun knw wn do wt ei
Like that makes me think more ma
then my brain like wn boom d.swt
I alwys think bout u
I wn be with u
You make my day even brighter d
I wont leave u
In my heart no one can replace you
I'll come to u and be my love


I feel useless

Dear laopo
I'm sorry I can't give u what u want
All I can gv u is my love only
I'm sorry I cant be there for u
I know u have suffer see other gt sweet
And me cant do nothing
I dont know hw to solve this problem 2.
I want to be with u and let them see how we can be as sweet as them too
But we are too far away.
I want to go and find u
I also cant do
Like this really make my heart pain
We both are suffering

Laopo
Very Sorry ur laogong really gt useless
I really cant do nothing
Would u still continue to love me ma
If u feel our relationship like nt so real
U tell me o
I dun wn to see and feel u everyday suffering
If leaving each other and just being friends
can solve this suffering
I will let it
If gt others can gv u xing fu and can gv u wat u want
I will let it
Even it will make my heart really pain
I will let it wor


cz a,i really dun wn u gt suffer and cry

But u alwys remember
I love you only
I never love other like this before
I knw we gt too far away
But my heart seems to be near in u

I tryin nt to cry
But it keeps on falling 2
Laopo a
I very sorry d.
I'm useless

Sunday, March 14, 2010

我想念她。

I so miss her
She at butterworth ei
Dun knw wt time she come back
Waiting her miss call

Sien d.
Nothing to do.
Play dota only,on9,sms..swt =.='
Tomorrow still need to go to school
more sien
But will stay there nt so long
So nvm..XD


zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

dun knw wn write what already.
All I know only is so miss her.................................

Saturday, March 13, 2010

Our Love


Miss my dear laopo o
at msn talk talk d
she a,naughty ei

She sing for me
her voice damn nice=)

like ei....
teach me o.
i dun knw hw sing d wor.HEhes


Laopo, Come live with me, and be my love, All i got is your love and you got mine. When i look at you i see how much i love you. I find happiness in loving you. Stay with me and we will face the future together I love how you are in my heart and to be able to feel you close to me everyday. No other gal or anyone will mean as much as you do I want you to know how important you are to me and that I treasure every moment with you. Having you in my life has taught me the true meaning of love Our kind of love only happens once in a lifetime I know that I will never love anyone else the way that
I love you.
Only You..


WE MARRIED A
REMEMBER..xD
MARCH 14 2010
12
am ^^

Friday, March 12, 2010

Isn't a gud day

sh*t day today
at skul keep being in no mood.
then still wn busy for d nxt year project d.
aiz
tired jor

to my Dear laopo
sry gt treat u cold d ma
recently busy and really gt tired..
hope u understand..
nw that already holiday.
I will find more time to pei u ^^


and

I wn u to knw o
I wont do sry d thing to u
I dun wn u get hurt and cry d
knw ma

I love u wor..
Is only u, gv me energy ei
Everyday gt see leng lui d gal.Hehes. ^^
This march a..
I gt buy cam..
play together o ^^
muacks..


I miss you ^^

Monday, March 8, 2010

My dear Ying Zi

Our love is endless
all i want is you near me
I dont want to lose u
You make my world go round.
And Everything reminds me of u
I cant take u out of my mind
Everyday,I want to think about u only

Why still gt ocean need to separate us???
All I want is just to hold u and be with me
I knw will gt time we will be together
And I hope it will be near soon

For the times i made u cry
I'm sorry...
There will still gt problems will come to us
We must be strong and fight for what we got.

I am neither strong nor weak
I need you to keep me going
Only you can give me this strength I need
And your love that I care

Don't give me a reason for me to leave you
Don't push me to others that I don't want
Don't give me the feeling that we don't care
And the feeling that the love is lost.

I don't want this to happen to us
Let we feel that love is still in the air

Ying Zi
You could be the only one for me
And I think there is no reason for me to leave you
I rather to be hurt than to see u cry
I do not want to promise that we will be together forever
But I promise you I will LOVE YOU DAY BY DAY.
In every beat of my heart,
In every breath I take
ONLY YOU that keeping me alive.

ONLY YOU MS. YING ZI
我很爱你。




from your shuai laogong,(HEhes..jk d wor).xD

旭哲浩 =)

Sunday, March 7, 2010

BAD DAY

Today
We got argue
recently also got.
swt..

Is i dun wn argue also ma.
But cant avoid. =.='

Awhile ago
I go out wn cool down d.
Go my cousin house,
There i gt drink abit,cz my other cousins also at there ma.
din gt celebrate wt also like wn party.. =.='

Then
I so miss her so i wn go back home call she on9.
I love her ei.
I dun wn we gt argue.
I want her to knw i very sayang her..
Only her at my heart..


She is my everything.
NO OTHER.

ONLY MS.YING ZI

Friday, March 5, 2010

Far away


Our love started over the net and everything seemed almost perfect then. We had never met but the love we felt was so big and true already, and could only become complete by meeting each other.
I know that we are miles apart. But our love will keep us near to each other. One Day those miles won't be there, because I'll be in your arms forever.
I just want you to know that wherever this road may take us, and how far it may be to finally get where we want to go, always know you are in my heart and in my heart is where you'll always be. Life hasn't been this grateful to me, until there was you.

Only You

Thursday, March 4, 2010

Part Of Me


.


You are apart of me, I carry you with me in heart,

I love you more than yesterday and I will love you even more tomorrow
You make me feel loved, you make me feel needed, but more importantly, you make me feel wanted. That is something that I hadn't felt in a very long time. We have slowly grown into a beautiful relationship that only you and I can understand.
We have both gone through so much in our lives; we've both been hurt and have lost trust in others,
but I ask you to give me a chance as I give you one. I don't ask for much, only for you to love me as I am and not to hurt me as I would not hurt you. I only wish to be by your side and with no one else.


mahal kita =)

Wednesday, March 3, 2010

She fill my heart


Laopo,


I truly feel blessed that you have become a part of my life and I cannot wait for the day that we can join our lives together.
it is our journey together hand in hand forever more.
I want to share in your joys and sorrows.
You are the one I want to share everything with.
Thinking of you makes my heart feel full.
I promise you my heart and all the love in it for the rest of my life
I want to tell you that the love I have for you is undying
I will always be here for you when you need me and I will love you no matter what life brings us
Believe all the words that i speak and feel my love growing within your soul cuz you are the girl i want to spend the rest of my life and if the day I stop loving you... is the day i take my last breath
I don't want nothing to change about us but to love you more and more..
Laopo i swear on my life I LOVE YOU so much this love is so true and you will see it when I am with you..
I know where far away from each other but we've made it through our ups and downs and we'll make it through this too.our love u know is a one of a kind and always will be.


I Love You
Ang Bee Jun

Tuesday, March 2, 2010

Worried

Today

I got tired,at school do so many things.
afternoon also no mood.
But now d.gt okok o.
Saw my laopo.

She open cam.
Also can see in her face gt tired.
She wn sick jor.
aiz,gt headache d,cnt slp properly also.
I'm worried..

I wn her take care herself..
Must alwys look forward to her health
Me also nt there can take care of her ma..
Sorry laopo
..
But laopo I alwys sayang u d.
Everyday also gt worried
Everyday think of u o.
knw ma?

Don't let i alwys gt heart pain
You must listen to ur laogong



I love you